Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Hating Nightmares

Who loves nightmares? I bet nobody does.

kecik dah le pic ni..ngeri lak aku tengok..

 Aren’t we all into happily-ever-after dreams? Even if not so, not-going-anywhere dreams were quite common to me. But sometimes, ntah-apa-apa dreams do come. Takdak hal punya, layan ja. 


Tapi, aku ni bukannya orang yang selalu mimpi2. Kalau aku selalu mimpi pon, by the time I woke up, I won’t remember a thing about the dreams. Itu yang selalu jadi kat aku. In a month, maybe just a couple of dreams that I remembered the details. Just bits though.  


But in all my years (seingat aku la) there are only three nightmares that I have had. The kind of nightmares that u wakes up crying accompanied by profuse sweating. 




Macam budak2 kan?



The first nightmare was toyol-orang minyak based sebab waktu tu my hostel was in the zone of amukan orang minyak. Budak2 lain mula la cari ikan puyu nak bela, to repel the ‘pukau’. I’m cool though (kinda scared but acted cool. Hati aku kata ‘Orang2 cun kena la jaga2, aku ni takpa. Orang minyak tak berkenan..LOL’). Woke up in the middle of the night, scared like hell fish.

toyol versi omputeh..kalo letak toyol melayu, ngeri lak pic yang aku gugel nih. ni kan blog kanak2 rebena.mana leh 18SG.

But, wait semenet. The toyol-orang minyak dream tak buat aku menangis. Just tersentak dan bangun with heart beating like gendang drum konsert metal underground. And sweating cam kena BBQ.



The wake up-crying-extremely scared dreams cuma dua, setakat ni. Praying and hoping that it’ll be the last. I couldn’t handle this type of dream weh.


Bebaru ni, I woke up with that type of dream, cried for about an hour before I decided I should take my bath, thinking that it could stop my crying. By the time I stopped, my head hurts so much. Cam nak mintak MC ja. Even selsema sebab mandi awal sangat dengan air yang sejuk gedi tu.




But the terrifying images of the dream stuck in my mind. And I couldn’t get it out. Every time the image spring in my mind, I felt like I’m gonna burst into tears again.


Have u ever had that kind of dream? Ever?


Ps~ Ya ALLAH, aku berdoa kepadaMu, jauhkanlah aku dari semua itu. Selamatkanlah aku dan keluargaku, Ya Malik. 

6 comments:

Alice Capulet said...

They said that our dreams are generated by our deepest feelings that could be fear, unfinished business, regrets, dissatisfaction and so on.
But, if you are able to wake up from that dream , then , have no fear , IT IS ONLY A DREAM.
p/s: before tidoq , recite Ayat Kursi and forgive everybody . =)

ZaliHazali said...

orang kata mimpi mainan tidur...kalau begitu better kau tengok citer yg leonardo caprio berlakon. inception aku rasa tajuknya.

btw, jangan pergi kerja mata bengkak. hehe

~~DucKneSs~~ said...

thanks naddu..hope that the dream was just a dream and have nothing more connecting it to real life..hidup rasa xtenteram n sedih sangat after the dream..depressed to the max.

~~DucKneSs~~ said...

inception cite best!!ko xtgk lagi ke?rugi weh..(lari topik sungguh)

tp stil hope that i didn't have the dream. even now, just thinking about it can make me burst into tears.

tHe anIMateD bIJaN said...

mimpi basah kira nightmare tak? hahaa~

~~DucKneSs~~ said...

ikut org yg kna mmp basah la kot..kalo ko, kompem x..